Hi, all
I'm battling severe, life-threatening depression. I am on medication, but it's mainly because I'm laden with worry, guilt, fear, and angst that nothing seems to be helping. I'm praying a lot. I'm mentally ill and in no position to seek proper professional help.
I got romantically involved with a man earlier this year. Months down the line it's cost me all my money, several key relationships in my life, and now I'm still in love with him although he's likely moving on. I can't tell you how much it hurts... I made mistakes, he made mistakes. I'm in that awful "I can't live without him" mindset. I feel abandoned by my family and I'm terribly afraid of the future. I'm almost 26 years old and never married, no kids, my adoptive parents have passed on (only my biological dad is still alive, but due to mental troubles of his own and the new life he started after my mother's death, he can't be counted on), I have only two younger stepsisters who want nothing to do with me...
I feel all alone and worthless and like I can't go on anymore. Please pray for me... When it's so dark on the inside, one feels so far away from God... I don't know what or how to pray anymore. I'm hurt and lonely and I fit in nowhere... I say and do senseless things and it feels like I'm only a burden... Please pray for me for healing, help... Anything.
I'm battling severe, life-threatening depression. I am on medication, but it's mainly because I'm laden with worry, guilt, fear, and angst that nothing seems to be helping. I'm praying a lot. I'm mentally ill and in no position to seek proper professional help.
I got romantically involved with a man earlier this year. Months down the line it's cost me all my money, several key relationships in my life, and now I'm still in love with him although he's likely moving on. I can't tell you how much it hurts... I made mistakes, he made mistakes. I'm in that awful "I can't live without him" mindset. I feel abandoned by my family and I'm terribly afraid of the future. I'm almost 26 years old and never married, no kids, my adoptive parents have passed on (only my biological dad is still alive, but due to mental troubles of his own and the new life he started after my mother's death, he can't be counted on), I have only two younger stepsisters who want nothing to do with me...
I feel all alone and worthless and like I can't go on anymore. Please pray for me... When it's so dark on the inside, one feels so far away from God... I don't know what or how to pray anymore. I'm hurt and lonely and I fit in nowhere... I say and do senseless things and it feels like I'm only a burden... Please pray for me for healing, help... Anything.