As you can see in my religious beliefs, i am Catholic all though i do consider myself open minded. My question for you atheists is if the existence of God is really what you care about most or is it deep down the question of whether or not he is worth any form attention (and honor/praise) at all?
The reason why i am asking this is because i am in this state of questioning myself. I don't know if i can ever believe that the universe wasn't intelligently design, i find it very hard to believe but a part of me is just wondering as to why his existence matters at this time?
With all this negativity and suffering that has gone on in this world for billions of years, do we really stop believing because of a lack of evidence or really because he is a "dead beat"?
The reason why i am asking this is because i am in this state of questioning myself. I don't know if i can ever believe that the universe wasn't intelligently design, i find it very hard to believe but a part of me is just wondering as to why his existence matters at this time?
With all this negativity and suffering that has gone on in this world for billions of years, do we really stop believing because of a lack of evidence or really because he is a "dead beat"?