No - I did know I was talking to a woman.
But I get very frustrated by anyone - woman or not - who tells me that a woman is not as capable or MUST NOT [insert practice] because its a man's job. Now you can tell me this is what God wants - But I disagree. Its people within the church who stand up and relegate women to 2nd class...that sends me in the opposite direction of the church.
I can happily join God - and it will have nothing to do with a particular vocation Ive chosen, regardless that people such as yourself have deemed not suitable for for someone like me.
I will not be subservient to a husband, and if a woman chooses to be a priest, then I for one am very very grateful. The experiences of male religious ministers committing sexual assaults is enough evidence for me to be very very grateful for any woman who serves in the role.
I never said women were "not capable" of anything..
If you want to wreck your back and your body to "prove" your "equal to any man" or can do "any job" that a man can you go right ahead, dont let me get in your way.
But what you do in the board room (or perhaps the construction site) has not one thing to do with the Church as an instrument of teaching, expounding on God's Word and guiding God's people into an ever deeper relationship with Him. Bringing those who never heard His Word to the saving knowledge of Christ.
If you want to leave your children to be molded and groomed for their futures by people you barely know while you chase "equality" or "wealth" that's your business... I'd say you miss the point of where a woman's power to truly change societal ills lie, but, I'd certainly not stop you.
However, our relationship with God isn't a mail order catalogue for the "god" who fulfills our hearts desire, or checks all our boxes.
He's the sovereign God of the universe, and it's not always "comfortable" to be in a relationship with Him - because He asks our trust and obedience.
I swear since I've been saved I've hardly felt my feet touch the ground; that solid ground beneath me where my 5 senses reign and I have "control".
Just the other day God asked me to step out in faith concerning a serious matter. There's always been some cliff of faith that God keeps asking I step out on, and each time I take that leap with Him, He counts Himself trustworthy. And, as time goes on its easier to trust Him, but it's a process where God is teaching us about Himself through our relinquishment of control to Him. It's a relationship.
My husband isn't my exact copy. He has strengths where I have weaknesses and I have strengths where he has weaknesses, and in this manner both my husband and I make one full complete person.. It's what makes the relationship as help meets to one another so perfect. We don't render the other useless, we make one another whole.
And, while God is definitely complete without us and has no weaknesses, this is the model He has given us for our relationship with Christ, as the Body of Christ. One of relationship, of trust; of strengths on strengths..
There is nothing more comforting than being able to rest in perfect knowledge that there is someone who 'has your back' when your tired and can't do it, someone who can hold you when your world is crashing down all around you and make it right again. That's what God wants to be for us. He wants to give us a place of trust and comfort and rest..
But He can't be that for us if we refuse to trust Him in the first place.
Well, when things seem terribly silly to us, like a "no" to ministering or pastoring a church while being told we can do nearly any other position we like.. well, that's God asking for our obedience in a matter we don't understand, and to obey when we don't understand the why? That's just another instance of God asking our trust the same as God asking I step out in faith in that personal matter this week.
Christianity is about taking a leap of faith in life with an intangible..and watching that intanglible become a solid reality that can be tasted, touched, experienced.
If we can't be trusted to follow and obey God in something so small as this, why would God want to trust us with the big things? All exercises in faith are, are the practice runs getting us ready for the main race.. and if I can't be counted on for the small stuff I doubt very seriously God would see me as a person able to deal with more weighty matters where obedience might mean life or death.