So I was praying to God out loud. I was talking about the dream I had where I blasphemed the Holy Spirit and thought that was maybe the unforgivable sin.
What do you mean when you say you blasphemed the Holy Spirit?
Then I was thanking Jesus for dying on the cross for all my sins but then I said something like "except the one sin I did in my dream". I didn't really believe that last part deep down, I just wanted to get a reaction out of God which was a bad mistake. I have repented, I just hope I didn't do anything actually unforgivable.
I do still believe Jesus died for ALL my sins, but to be honest I do still have issues with the unforgivable sin because there's so many interpretations that it's very confusing knowing what it exactly is.
I'm sorry God! Please have mercy on me a sinner. I would appreciate any prayers and support.
I am afraid is not as easy to commit as you think, and I am afraid the consequence is instant death, hence the reason why it is listed as UNFORGIVABLE - the offender is left without a chance to beg for forgiveness. There are two examples of persons who committed such sin are found in the book of Acts.
In Acts chapter 5, Ananias and Sapphira lied against the Spirit of God.
1. But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife, sold a possession,
2. And kept back part of the price, his wife also being privy to it, and brought a certain part, and laid it at the apostles' feet.
3. But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back part of the price of the land?
4. Whiles it remained, was it not thine own? and after it was sold, was it not in thine own power? why hast thou conceived this thing in thine heart? thou hast not lied unto men, but unto God.
5. And Ananias hearing these words fell down, and gave up the ghost: and great fear came on all them that heard these things.
6. And the young men arose, wound him up, and carried him out, and buried him.
7. And it was about the space of three hours after, when his wife, not knowing what was done, came in.
8. And Peter answered unto her, Tell me whether ye sold the land for so much? And she said, Yea, for so much.
9. Then Peter said unto her, How is it that ye have agreed together to tempt the Spirit of the Lord? behold, the feet of them which have buried thy husband are at the door, and shall carry thee out.
10. Then fell she down straightway at his feet, and yielded up the ghost: and the young men came in, and found her dead, and, carrying her forth, buried her by her husband.
Acts 12, Herod blasphemed against God when He stole God's glory.
21. And upon a set day Herod, arrayed in royal apparel, sat upon his throne, and made an oration unto them.
22. And the people gave a shout, saying, It is the voice of a god, and not of a man.
23. And immediately the angel of the Lord smote him, because he gave not God the glory: and he was eaten of worms, and gave up the ghost.
So, if the Spirit of God Himself lives inside of you, you would have to consciously disobey Him to commit such a crime against Him.
