Through Mary, a woman. That is the only son that God had begotten (that is, was born). Jesus' ascension put Him outside of time, so He always was and always will be. But He was born of a woman.
It's a symbol of the love and devotion given between the Church and Christ, but it it isn't eros.
I meditate on it, and I pray about it. The warning I get about it, is the idea of blurring the line between male and female, is a Satanic deception. Androgyny is a Satanic deception, because Angels, are Androgynous. To support androgyny, to support something along the lines of gender theory (not male and female sexes but masculine and feminine genders, and they don't have to line up with your biological sex.. THE root of the sin of transgenderism), is to work to conform to Satan's image, not God's image, where He designed us male and female.
I'm not intending to call you out by where you're from because even in the US, this Satanic deception is taking root in our world as well, but I do know that in India, within Hinduism, there are multitude of gods (which are actually powers, principalities, etc, demons in other words), and many are androgynous in appearance and many have male and female forms or are effectively half female and half male. I caution that you may be being influenced by those cultural beliefs, and pray that you root yourself in the Word of God, and not in outside knowledge that comes from the world (and ultimately Satan).
One of Satan's most effective tools has been to go after sex, eros love, and attacking God's design in marriage and sexuality and the separation of genders.
Promiscuity and hookup culture, inappropriate contentography, homosexuality, transgenderism, divorce, abortion, all of these are facets of the attack Satan has done, to declare that men are not men but can be both masculine and feminine, and women aren't women but can be both feminine and masculine, that women don't need men to raise a family, that men should sleep around and not love women but just use them, disconnecting sex from marriage, disconnecting identity from biological sex. It's all the same attack and it's all into remaking the world in Satan's own image.