- Jun 19, 2016
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- Country
- United Kingdom
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- Christian
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- Single
I’m completely lost on where to go in life. I didn’t really know what I wanted to do after O finished school so instead of doing nothing I decided to go to university.
At university, I wasn’t sure what I should study so I just picked a subject that I was naturally good at. I’ve been doing it for 2.5 years now but I don’t feel like I’m accomplishing anything and I don’t particularly love it. However, so far I have been doing quite well in my course.
It just feels like I’m coasting along and not doing anything worthwhile.
I listened to a pastor on tv a few months ago say “what is it in your hand?” And then he talked about working with the abilities you have. This encouraged me to continue in my course.
However I still cannot think about what I do after my university life. No job on the market sparks an interest in me so I wonder if I’m depressed - I’ve wondered this before.
I’m thinking of trying to find a summer job in the far away land of the USA to maybe get some experience and I could treat it kinda like a holiday, but it feels like I’m running away in search of something that’s not there.
I’m also a bit sad because I have a supermarket job and my manager pulled me aside and told me off for “underperforming” for the last month. I’ve been told I will be put under performance management. This gives me extra anxiety and stress.
At university, I wasn’t sure what I should study so I just picked a subject that I was naturally good at. I’ve been doing it for 2.5 years now but I don’t feel like I’m accomplishing anything and I don’t particularly love it. However, so far I have been doing quite well in my course.
It just feels like I’m coasting along and not doing anything worthwhile.
I listened to a pastor on tv a few months ago say “what is it in your hand?” And then he talked about working with the abilities you have. This encouraged me to continue in my course.
However I still cannot think about what I do after my university life. No job on the market sparks an interest in me so I wonder if I’m depressed - I’ve wondered this before.
I’m thinking of trying to find a summer job in the far away land of the USA to maybe get some experience and I could treat it kinda like a holiday, but it feels like I’m running away in search of something that’s not there.
I’m also a bit sad because I have a supermarket job and my manager pulled me aside and told me off for “underperforming” for the last month. I’ve been told I will be put under performance management. This gives me extra anxiety and stress.