aiki
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How do you expect to walk with an infinite God as a finite creature without faith? God is operating on a level massively beyond anything we can comprehend. While God does give us some explanation of what He is doing, much of what He does is just too far beyond our grasp for explanations to be of use. When this is so, we must simply trust God, exercise faith in what we do know of Him and move forward with Him even when the way seems murky and confusing.I'm in basically the exact position as Adam and have been for about 4 months now. I am scientifically-minded and value logic and reason. Similarily I am struggling with the idea of what "faith" is and why Christians hold faith as such a virtue. Faith as virtue seems like one of the basic tenets that you need to value in order to be a Christian. I find that in order to have faith, you have to have faith.
Well, now, hang on. In fact, I believe quite the opposite of what you say I'm suggesting about free thinking. Searching for answers, working to have one's doubts answered, is a good thing - even a necessary thing. Doubts propel us to toward the truth, and insofar as they do, they are very valuable. Some people, though, get hung up on the doubts themselves - so much so that the doubts are all they end up seeing. It is against such thinking that I was offering caution.I also didn't like what aiki wrote because it implies that, in order to be a Christian, you can't have free thought. The word "doubt" has a negative connotation when in reality, "searching", "seeking" or simply "freely thinking" are less-loaded terms for the same thing. I find that, in order to be a Christian, you can't actually freely think because you're ultimately constrained by the fact that you must pre-suppose the Bible's truthfulness and therefore cannot actively analyze the Bible from a different viewpoint.
No thoughtful Christian I know just blindly "presupposes" the truthfulness of the Bible. There are many very good reasons upon which to rest one's belief that the Bible is the Word of God. One is not required to do so blindly.
Doesn't this view of the Bible have its own presuppositions? It seems very clear to me that it does. Why default to this a priori view of the Bible?So if I go off "seeking", I'm not "supposed" to. Its viewed as a "bad" thing in Christian circles. And if I value free-thought and want to understand the Bible more fully, isn't it necessary to look at it from the perspective that it was a culturally-motivated, mythologized set of ancient writings no different than other mythologized books?
Well, this is a relational issue, not merely an epistemic one. God intends that we should know Him and relate with Him, and when we do, the joy of the experience we have in doing so motivates all else in our life as a Christian. Your faith ought to rest, not in a concept or theory of the divine, but in the Person of Christ and God. It seems that you have yet to "taste and see that the Lord is good." Until you do, until your exprience of God transcends your intellectual interest (or lack thereof), you will continue to exhaust yourself maintaining your faith by purely mental effort.Also, olympic athletes don't WANT to fail and are HIGHLY motivated to succeed in their sport. But with me (and perhaps Adam) I am finding it harder and harder to be MOTIVATED to think the happy, supportive thoughts that would "strengthen" my faith. Its been exhausting, as Adam said.
As I have explained, doubts, insofar as they propel us into truth, are very important. Doubts that expand to unreasonable proportions so that they crowd out any reasonable answer are not. It was this sort of doubting against which I was speaking to Adam.Also, aiki finishes off the paragraph saying that we shouldn't ignore doubts...but the rest of her post seems to imply that we should ignore doubts because they lead you down a bad road.
Oh, by the way, Aiki is a gender-neutral name. I'm actually a "he," not a "her." My real name is Jon.
Selah. (Which is not a name but a Hebrew term meaning "pause and consider.")
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