Hey Chiefy I for one will not be telling you to "just believe". You should be open to the fact that maybe you were never saved. That is where you have to start. Do you know how to be saved? Do you know why Jesus had to die on a cross? Do you know what salvation is? These are all things that I did not know until 3 years ago. I went through 22 years of my life without anyone ever explaining these things to me. It is possible my friend that you are not saved.
2 Corinthians 13:5
" 5Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?"
My friend this is the most important thing you will ever do, and deserves your unabided attention. If you are not saved you will go to hell, and this is a resonable thing to have happen. Just incase you don't understand these things, I will explain them real quick.
1. You are a sinner, you have lied, stolen, lusted, and broken all of God's commandments. He has nothing left to do but punish you for the laws you have broken. He is the just judge of all the world, and can not let you off with a warning.
2. God became a man, lived 33 years, and was murdered unjustly on a cross. He was sinless man, the only one who ever existed. This is because he was God himself. The Father punished Jesus Christ on the cross for our sins. The punishment was placed on Jesus for the evil you had done. The just dying in place of the unjust. The most wonderful thing anyone will EVER do for you.
3. You must repent, pray to God and tell him you know why Jesus died. You know he died as your replacement. He died so you can be seen as blameless, because the punishment was taken from you and put on him. Ask him for forgiveness, and repent of all the evils you know you are guilty of. Don't just believe in Jesus Christ, believe ON him. Trust him, that he took your punishement and that he was able to do all things that he said he was able to do. If you repent of your sins, and believe on Jesus as your substitute your WILL BE SAVED.
You have to stay in his word, you have to talk to him ever night otherwise you will get funky. He cant' live without these things, just like a man cannot live without food and water. The word is your spiritual food. Now, if you've done these things already there could be other reasons why you are going through this, and I urge you to let us know so we can best help you. I will pray for you, and I hope to hear from you soon. Until then read the word, listen to sermons online, pray.
o_o I don't know how to explain, it just seem to be losing faith. I keep thinking "atheistic" (I know its not a word) thoughts.
"What if God wasn't real?"
"What happens if He isn't real and I die?"
"If he is real, which religion is true about Him?"
"How do we know?"
"Am I sure I'm gonna get into Heaven if He is real?"
"If He's the Christian god, then why is the Bible so mixed up?" (Contradictions, world is under 10,000 years old, etc)
among other questions. And I don't know, I guess I've been thinking more like an agnostic person lately. I truly want to believe there is a God, but how am I to know I am praising the right God? It's just a weird feeling...
So, people keep telling me to pray. I did. Nothiiiing. How am I supposed to tell if "God is talking to me"? How can I regain my faith?
(Yeah, you guys are gonna be telling me just to belieeeeve. o_o It's hard to do that and still call yourself a logical thinker is your a strict Christian that believes EVERYTHING the Bible says.)
Pray for me? :o