Check online for free community support groups and start attending to get yourself out and about and around people....get yourself out there and see that you are not alone in your trials, though it most certainly can seem that way when isolating....
totally serious about all the people who will love you to pieces if you start visiting at a nursing home.
Just imagine, instant grandparents who love to talk to you and see you.
While working at one I met the most beautiful souls you can imagine, who are often lonely too and want to share their lives with you-talking, playing games, reminiscing, joking and laughing.