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I know that I exist in this system and I'm sorry but I really HATE that there are some things that happen and actions other people do that are outside of my control. It's frustrating that I can't "talk it out" with someone because they can't do anything of course, and they will only say "That is stuff outside of your control and you need to calm down" but I don't because my frustration won't completely go away. Even in the afterlife, that would feel like I have no control over that because I'll be a transformed person anyway-like no longer me, if I am no longer "able" to feel anger or negative thoughts about anyone or anything. It's not like whatever life I have after this one would be where I can pick and design more or less to my liking and desire.