- May 19, 2018
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I genuinely hate my life. 1000000%.
It sucks.
Mentally and physically.
On my own, depressed and extremely down.
I have a part time job that sucks too!
I love my faith but i am always letting God down. He must be fed up with me.
I have no friends. I live in a damp, mouldy bedsit. One heater. Only hot water is shower and kettle. I have health issues that prevent me from sitting too long so i tend to lie on my bed most of the time. I have issues with a bad back too. Anxiety and depression also.
I guess i an not alone. I know there are many more who suffer much worse. I offer up my sufferings to God. When i fall / fail, in life, i always get up and turn to God. But, i feel like my prayers go unanswered.
I am writing this thread so that anyone who feels like i do will know that they are not alone.
God bless all those that will be on their own at Christmas. The lonely, the bereaved, the homeless, the hospitalised etc. May God bring you comfort and joy. But most of all His love and mercy.
It sucks.
Mentally and physically.
On my own, depressed and extremely down.
I have a part time job that sucks too!
I love my faith but i am always letting God down. He must be fed up with me.
I have no friends. I live in a damp, mouldy bedsit. One heater. Only hot water is shower and kettle. I have health issues that prevent me from sitting too long so i tend to lie on my bed most of the time. I have issues with a bad back too. Anxiety and depression also.
I guess i an not alone. I know there are many more who suffer much worse. I offer up my sufferings to God. When i fall / fail, in life, i always get up and turn to God. But, i feel like my prayers go unanswered.
I am writing this thread so that anyone who feels like i do will know that they are not alone.
God bless all those that will be on their own at Christmas. The lonely, the bereaved, the homeless, the hospitalised etc. May God bring you comfort and joy. But most of all His love and mercy.