Letting Jesus Heal Me

[Bluerose31]

Today I felt some depression because of my torturers treatment of me. I began to wish it did not happen at all. I prayed to Jesus that I was confused as to why I was chosen to be tortured and ritually abused. Jesus let me know it was because I was hurting and vulnerable and they took advantage of that. I am glad to have Jesus as my friend. Sometimes I feel panic, but knowing Jesus is always with me soothes me. Sometimes I look at other women and feel like there is something wrong with me because of my ritual abuse. I feel like I am not a normal woman. I know Jesus wants to heal me of this. It soothes me to know that Jesus made me and knit me in my mothers womb. Psalm 139:13 "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb." That verse soothes me and lets me know I am who I am supposed to be. It lets me know he designed my every part and knows my soul. Every day I am letting Jesus heal me.

 

[W2L]

Today I felt some depression because of my torturers treatment of me. I began to wish it did not happen at all. I prayed to Jesus that I was confused as to why I was chosen to be tortured and ritually abused. Jesus let me know it was because I was hurting and vulnerable and they took advantage of that. I am glad to have Jesus as my friend. Sometimes I feel panic, but knowing Jesus is always with me soothes me. Sometimes I look at other women and feel like there is something wrong with me because of my ritual abuse. I feel like I am not a normal woman. I know Jesus wants to heal me of this. It soothes me to know that Jesus made me and knit me in my mothers womb. Psalm 139:13 "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb." That verse soothes me and lets me know I am who I am supposed to be. It lets me know he designed my every part and knows my soul. Every day I am letting Jesus heal me.

God bless you Bluerose31.

 

[Bluerose31]

God bless you Bluerose31.

Thank you so much

 

[W2L]

Thank you so much

You're welcome.

 

[brinny]

(((hug)))

 

[Bluerose31]

(((hug)))

Hugs back Brinny

 

[brinny]

Hugs back Brinny

He is a GOOD Shepherd, Rose. Praying (((hug)))

 

[salt-n-light]

Today I felt some depression because of my torturers treatment of me. I began to wish it did not happen at all. I prayed to Jesus that I was confused as to why I was chosen to be tortured and ritually abused. Jesus let me know it was because I was hurting and vulnerable and they took advantage of that. I am glad to have Jesus as my friend. Sometimes I feel panic, but knowing Jesus is always with me soothes me. Sometimes I look at other women and feel like there is something wrong with me because of my ritual abuse. I feel like I am not a normal woman. I know Jesus wants to heal me of this. It soothes me to know that Jesus made me and knit me in my mothers womb. Psalm 139:13 "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb." That verse soothes me and lets me know I am who I am supposed to be. It lets me know he designed my every part and knows my soul. Every day I am letting Jesus heal me.

Keeping you in my prayers!

Jesus love us so much, and that scripture is so beautiful.

 

[Bluerose31]

Keeping you in my prayers!

Jesus love us so much, and that scripture is so beautiful.

Thank you

 

[Little Lantern]

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." Romans 15:13 NASB