I would try to progress my life with work... for scripture speaks of work and labouring to provide for his household if one doesn’t they are worse then an infidel... or anyone who does not work neither should he eat..
I tried going to school and lasted for a couple months until I’ve been swept away by the enemy into tribulation in such distress I could not be able to withstand it and while going to school in suffering and I would be delivered and I would get a job so I would start working then I am attacked and tormented at work so I took a leave of absence because I profess Christ and that just doesn’t potray a good image of a child of God and then through the tribulation distress and torment I am delivered again thanks to the Lord who is good but I would go to work again having faith that it would not happen again and then again I am distressed and would seem to come into torment that I could not work...took another leave of absence so I did not lose my job I still have it...but I don’t know what to do because the Lord commands us to work but when I go to work I would be good for a few months until the enemy would seem to have his way and torment and distress me at work that it’s hard to work where I don’t know what to do but to retreat because of the oppressive power..
so I don’t want to try again because I don’t think I can keep doing this I believe I would actually lose my job.. I want to work but I am stopped.. even though I think I may be obeying the Lord..
I don’t know what to do im at a loss...I do have a doctor I see and that covers me relating to my work...but scripture tells us to work and if I’m not doing what the Word says I feel I am drawing back and not progressing in life I keep coming back to this place of failure it seems.. I’m not sure what Gods heart is towards me in this..I’m sure he sees this but awaiting the day when I would be at liberty...
I tried going to school and lasted for a couple months until I’ve been swept away by the enemy into tribulation in such distress I could not be able to withstand it and while going to school in suffering and I would be delivered and I would get a job so I would start working then I am attacked and tormented at work so I took a leave of absence because I profess Christ and that just doesn’t potray a good image of a child of God and then through the tribulation distress and torment I am delivered again thanks to the Lord who is good but I would go to work again having faith that it would not happen again and then again I am distressed and would seem to come into torment that I could not work...took another leave of absence so I did not lose my job I still have it...but I don’t know what to do because the Lord commands us to work but when I go to work I would be good for a few months until the enemy would seem to have his way and torment and distress me at work that it’s hard to work where I don’t know what to do but to retreat because of the oppressive power..
so I don’t want to try again because I don’t think I can keep doing this I believe I would actually lose my job.. I want to work but I am stopped.. even though I think I may be obeying the Lord..
I don’t know what to do im at a loss...I do have a doctor I see and that covers me relating to my work...but scripture tells us to work and if I’m not doing what the Word says I feel I am drawing back and not progressing in life I keep coming back to this place of failure it seems.. I’m not sure what Gods heart is towards me in this..I’m sure he sees this but awaiting the day when I would be at liberty...