The thing you sounded resentful about was paying $550 to take care of your kids. It sounds like you are young, and still have a low-wage job. All parents have to make sacrifices for their kids, but you are talking about it as if this money is going to her needs, rather than to your kids’ needs. Kids cost money, and many parents have to work two jobs to take care of their family’s basic needs. That’s more a fact of life than the court or your ex being unreasonable.
I am forty-five years old and work as an EMT, well within my skill set as that is all I know. I actually make more than most EMTs in this area as I have been with the same company for almost four years now and have gotten some raises and am very good at what I do, having done this for almost 19 years off and on.
What you don't see is what I see because this is my life and not yours. You don't see her posting pictures of her going to Fleming's Steakhouse for dinner, or as I mentioned before, see her going to a seafood place and getting a crab boil at $25 a pound or going out here or there. Yet the kids are in shoes with holes in them when they come to me, or in clothes too small for them. She can go out to expensive restaurants, why can she not buy them new clothes or even go to a thrift store as I have done or shopped the clearance isles in Walmart as I have done? I don't see what I am already paying her going towards these kids. I was in arrears and didn't know it till I received a letter from the state. Apparently, I was in arrears from the start because of when the divorce hearing happened. So, I got that paid as soon as I could. She received $299 dollars at once. Do you know what she told me she did with it? Put her cat down. I have given her $4300 above and beyond child support out of three tax refunds since being divorced. I have provided for my children above and beyond what I was obligated to.
Hell, I was even given more than I was supposed to give because according to how much I had them per week and my income, I only had to give $68.48 a month, I chose to give her $100 and had that court-ordered.
Her rent is only $468 a month for a 3/2. She no longer has a car payment, and she gets $486 in food stamps. Her boyfriend lives with her and there is no way he is living there free, although he too is on disability, but has a rental that he owns and a side business or two. She once told me that he brings in close to $2000 a month.
So, if she was to win the $553 a month from me, she will have close to $1800 a month and leaving me with less than $600. Child support is supposed to make the households even, not make one better than the other. What part of the $1200 difference makes the households even?
Also, don't forget, I have her bank statements for the last year. I see what she has done with her money. There isn't much there for the kids, and what she says she has spent on the dog, her car, and other expenses aren't showing there either.
many parents have to work two jobs to take care of their family’s basic needs.
Many times that is because they are living outside their means or want the finer things in life, not all the time, but many times. I choose to spend time with my children. To me, time with them is more valuable than money that I can give them that may or may not even go to them. I don't want to hear as someone else said, you worked too much daddy, we wanted your time. I know what it is like as a child to want more time with my parent and not being able to get it because of how much they worked.
I am not resentful, I am defensive though. That I will give you.