I want power over "all sin", but don't know if it's possible...?
I know it's definitely not possible on my own or in my own strength...
Now do I have a "whole lot of problems with sin or as many sin issues as maybe some other people have, or do"...? To be perfectly honest, No, I really do not... I have very few sin issues left now really, but I refuse to settle in that or think it's not that bad or OK, when I think it is (bad), or is not (OK)... I feel like I will only be truly satisfied and content with "perfection"...
Am I setting myself up for failure, or great disappointment all the while I am here...? Maybe, but I still aim for the high mark and high calling... Regardless of how it makes me feel, or how I might feel about it...
But, is it possible to sinless and/or perfect and maintain that after a certain point of having done away with it...? IDK...?
But, I have to believe if I ever reach that aim or goal, that I will still sin or do something wrong sometimes after that maybe... Any and all wrong is sin, including, not only doing what is wrong, but also not always doing perfectly always what is always also right also...
It's a very narrow road and or path... And I don't want to, and refuse to try to do it anymore in my own strength... And, since I have been letting God do it, for a while now, I have notice this has been very much more effective against the or my own personal sins and sin issues, and I hope it/that continues... But, It has been a "process" for me, and not some overnight thing... Like it is being worked out of me from the Spirit inside of me...
However the very awesome and cool thing about this is, since I'm not having to do it in my own strength, and am not doing it that way or that anymore, the cool thing is, my sin issues are gradually getting cleaned up and taken care of, with very little to no self-effort on my part, and instead of it becoming harder and harder, it is actually becoming easier and easier, actually...
All I have to do is let God do the work in and and through me, submit to him in all things, be humble and repentant and penitent when I do commit a sin, and even just "rest" while he does it and takes care of it in me... I just think I get impatient with this "process" sometimes, I want to happen now and right now sometimes, or overnight, but I just don't think that is the way it's going to happen for me...?
Is it possible to be totally perfect and 100% totally sinless, and not ever do any wrong ever anymore or not...? That is the question I am trying to answer...?
I just don't like it when some people claim to be sinless right in the midst of sinning and they don't even see it, that frustrates me to no end... And I don't want that kind of supposed sinlessness or righteousness, I want it to be real, and not some trick or fakery that I have tricked and/or deceived myself with, and this is what I see most of the time with people claiming to be sinless, and that's not what I want or how I want it at all...
Now, Why do those kind of people irritate or frustrate me so very much...? I don't know, But I do know it is for a lot of "very good and holy and righteous reasons"... Maybe it's because I am wanting it to be real, and theirs is clearly not, and they're deceiving themselves and everybody else, and are spreading a very false doctrine and false gospel, and makes the one that are trying to truly do it or be it, get overlooked, ignored, ect, IDK...?
Why does it irritate me/you/us so...? I mean really and truly "why"...? I know there is and are very good reasons, but I just can't exactly and precisely put my finger on it/them...?
Anyway, I know I'm not the only one, so "why" does this frustrate us so or so very much...?
What is the "very good (and holy and righteous) reasons" for it/that...?
Can someone answer that for me...?
God Bless!