Hi all, I'm new to this forum. I'm pretty sure I have OCD. A few months ago I thought I was doing well and didn't need to take meds anymore, so I took myself off of it cold turkey..I was unaware that this was really not a good idea. I have been having an awful time since about 3 weeks after taking myself off. All the thoughts I have had have been surrounding my fiance. Fearing that he was gay, and fearing he was a pedophile, and now fearing that God is telling me to leave him or I would be considering him an idol, and I love him more than God. My fiance has been a big help in me going through this time, although he wasn't convinced it was OCD but was thinking I'm going through a time of cleansing and healing from the past. I have been realizing a lot about my character and have been growing closer to God through this awful time, and my fiance and I have grown closer as well, but this last thought of me choosing my fiance over God is so scary and sounds so real, and I feel like I can't discern wether it's God's voice or OCD. And every time I read the Bible or listen to a sermon I feel like I'm either manipulating it to make it seem like God is telling me the worst, or He really is telling me, "if you don't leave your fiance I won't bless you, you must obey". has anyone else experienced this? Any advice?