I don't know when to have or keep or maintain eye contact and when to not or break it off then return to it, etc...? Especially in America, people are automatically suspicious of other people when they break off or don't have or keep or maintain eye contact, or then return to it, etc, when I feel like it is just a "respect" thing, but they don't seem to understand that and are automatically suspicious of you, and you know this, and feel judged, and are also confused sometimes, cause you know most Americans most especially, greatly misunderstand, especially this, a lot, etc, "a lot", etc, which doesn't help matters with you and your eye contact or not at all, but just adds to it or adds to the pile...
You wind up even more paranoid or nervous because of this, etc...
Anyway, I have this problem too, and it is not just because of improper thoughts or being dishonest all of the time either, which is what most Americans automatically suspect or think, etc...
And like I said, your knowing this, and knowing that they automatically think this, doesn't help matters either, etc...
Sometimes it's just sensitive subject matter that comes up in conversation, etc, and everyone's opinions on that differs as well, etc, and many don't understand why or why it may or may not be sensitive to you and automatically think or "assume the worst" a lot of the time, etc, which does not help at all, etc, and your knowing that they are doing this also, doesn't help at all, etc...
When you feel like it is just a "respect" thing, etc...
But you know they are "assuming the worst", etc...
When that could be "very far from the actual truth" a lot of the time, etc...
It's irritating, etc... Not very "fair", etc...
And you shouldn't have to "explain" just because they automatically assume the worst, etc...
When that is very far away from the real actual truth a lot of the time, etc...
Anyway,
God Bless!