OK I'm Baptist, and I'm very confused on the question of salvation. Here are my questions:
1. Is OSAS (Once Saved, Always Saved) Biblical?
2. If a Christian refuses to spread the Gospel, are they going to hell?
3. Is it truly by faith, and not works that we are saved?
I pose these questions due to a video I saw online. Supposedly a Korean Artist had a tour of hell with Jesus, and during the tour, she said that Christians who don't share the Gospel, or don't find sharing the Gospel as important will go to hell. Is this true?
I'm sort've scared of hell right now, since I struggle with evangelism. I know I should share the Gospel, but I just have such a hard time with it.
*Sorry If I posted this in the wrong section*
Dude, hang in there.
Most Christians I know (I've been one for over 40 years and most of my circle of close friends have believers for decades) have gone through this phase. What you are experiencing is common for many Christians. It's like Peter walking out on the water with Jesus, it starts out cool and miraculous, and ends up with "HELPPPPPPPP!!!!!!" We feel like we're falling short, certain sins that grip us, our lack of complete devotion, and our failures rise up before our faces like giant signposts shouting "just give up on it, you're not worthy of it!" For many of us, there are one or two particular things that rise up that make us feel like our entire relationship with God hinges on getting it right. We feel like the Christian walk is a giant minefield full of dangers rather than starting off on a grand adventure through the wilderness to the promised land with Jesus as our guide.
Good News! (Hey, that's what the word Gospel means in greek). Your standing before God is not based on you meeting certain criteria. It is based solely on Jesus Christ. The Holy Spirit within you is changing you. You will become the person God wants you to be. Now, of course, there's this problem that we don't always see it or feel it. About all I can say is hang in there. The longer you consistently walk with God, the more doubts fade away, the more you are transformed by God into a Christlike person, and deeper your trust and confidence in God will become.
I wish it was as easy as memorize a few Bible verses, believe the right doctrines, get up the courage to knock a few doors to hand out tracts, go to church enough, etc. etc., the cookie-cutter activities we're all told will change our lives. But, there is no shortcut. Your spiritual life is like a garden, God is carefully tending it, and it will grow. Rarely as quickly as we like, but it does happen. Years from now, you will realize that it's been ages since you last worried about ending up in Hell, that you've comfortably prayed with your hair-dresser when she was crying about her daughter, that you've read the Bible through several times, and many verses come to mind when needed.
In some circles, believing or not believing OSAS has become a theological litmus test. You're either with us or against us. For those who hold it, the question about themselves and other believers is always, "are they
really saved". Any doubts, questions, problems, get referenced back to whether the initial conversion was "real" or "fake". The net result is constantly questioning the authenticity of one's salvation. For those who don't hold OSAS, the question about themselves and other believers is "have I remained steadfast or have I fallen away?" Any doubts, questions, problems, get referenced to whether or not one has fallen away. The net result is worrying about having committed one too many sins. In both cases, young believers are left struggling with fear. Whether it be, "I'm not sure I'm really saved" or "I'm not sure I've fallen away", the net result is the same: walking in fear of God's wrath rather than in confidence and trust and peace.
In my opinion, spiritual growth and maturity and a deepening walk with God over weeks, months, years, and decades brings about peace and confidence. As we see His hand consistently in our lives and others, as we become more Christ-like (which is a process), as scripture becomes familiar to us, as we spend time with others in the body of Christ, we come to know God more and more. We grow comfortable in His hand and have a much deeper trust and confidence that comes from years of being with Him.
Jesus called His disciples to spread the "good news" and be witnesses. To a large extent, this was about telling people the good news that Christ rose from the dead and has made a way to be right with God AND telling people about all the things that they had seen God do. Instead of being a personal thing whereby we naturally tell people about what exciting things God has done for us, it has become a legalistic recipe of do these certain things or you are not really doing it correctly. Standing on the street corner preaching, knocking on doors, or handing everyone you see a tract are some means of evangelism. But there are others. Being a good neighbor, being honest in your dealings, being a kind person of good characters, living an upstanding life are also means of showing this. The only thing I think we are all directly called to is being a Christlike presence in the world and as opportunities to pray with people or to briefly mention things God has done for us. It's not about forcing confrontation, it's about presenting God's message of Good News at a time when a person most needs it. Some people have made "evangelism" to be a special confrontational activity rather than a peaceful, healing, natural outgrowth of our everyday life.
God's grace has been working in our life always. "Faith" has become a word with a lot of religious and spiritual and emotional connotations. I think that the words "trust" and "confidence" convey the biblical term faith more accurately. Do you trust Jesus that He has made a way for you to be right with God? Do you have ongoing confidence that He is with you? It is not about trying to stir up emotions and dedication and passion and good works. It is about do you actually trust and have confidence in what Christ has done and what God is doing. As the Holy Spirit works in our lives, we will be changed. "Works" is not about doing particular actions, it is about being changed from within so that fruits such as love, joy, peace, kindness, gentleness, meekness, patience, self-control naturally flow out from us.
This post ended up as a short book. But the main gist of it is, the very things you mentioned in the OP were once deep concerns and fears I had. Somewhere along the line, they simply disappeared because years of walking with God has left me with a deep trust and confidence in the work of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit in my life. I now see things that are a natural part of my life that used to be great struggles for me. Hang in there, He has who started a work in you will be faithful to finish it.