This was not just a dream, it was as if I was transported somewhere. I have had 8 dreams like this. This is dream number 1:
I was on the head of a beast, in a large body of water (Like the ocean).
It was night and the darkness was so real it could be felt. The clouds above were very thick and black.
The beast was thrashing as if it wanted to throw me off. I was so afraid! I was holding on as tight as I could.
Then I looked up, and when I did, the clouds opened and rays of light came through the clouds, with the light came that voice that I had heard before and knew so well.
He said; if I'm ever to use you, I must break you"!
I woke, wet with sweat, and shaking...Saying as I woke, "thank you, Lord you haven't forgotten me"
Then a few months later, my brokenness occurs. I almost die from a severe head injury. I'm in the hospital for a couple months.
Soon after my physical breaking, another kind of breaking occurs, there are 2 things I know that God wants to deal with. One is a long-standing sin, and the other is that I was not trusting Him.
I come home, one day I'm all alone, I am sitting at the kitchen table, watching the rain outside. Suddenly I hear a voice, "You know each drop is different". I say "Yes I suppose so". The voice says "And your different". I start to weep. My face now disfigured. The voice now is stern and says "Not like that". Meaning He is not talking about my face.
He says "Why do you believe what you believe, and who taught you". I said "I'm not sure" … He says "Do you think truth goes from the mind of one man into the mind of another". I said "No". He says "Algebra does that, not truth, truth is revealed".
Then many things start rolling thru my mind, truth as if being placed into my mind. All this time I just rest, in Him. This goes on for several months.
I was on the head of a beast, in a large body of water (Like the ocean).
It was night and the darkness was so real it could be felt. The clouds above were very thick and black.
The beast was thrashing as if it wanted to throw me off. I was so afraid! I was holding on as tight as I could.
Then I looked up, and when I did, the clouds opened and rays of light came through the clouds, with the light came that voice that I had heard before and knew so well.
He said; if I'm ever to use you, I must break you"!
I woke, wet with sweat, and shaking...Saying as I woke, "thank you, Lord you haven't forgotten me"
Then a few months later, my brokenness occurs. I almost die from a severe head injury. I'm in the hospital for a couple months.
Soon after my physical breaking, another kind of breaking occurs, there are 2 things I know that God wants to deal with. One is a long-standing sin, and the other is that I was not trusting Him.
I come home, one day I'm all alone, I am sitting at the kitchen table, watching the rain outside. Suddenly I hear a voice, "You know each drop is different". I say "Yes I suppose so". The voice says "And your different". I start to weep. My face now disfigured. The voice now is stern and says "Not like that". Meaning He is not talking about my face.
He says "Why do you believe what you believe, and who taught you". I said "I'm not sure" … He says "Do you think truth goes from the mind of one man into the mind of another". I said "No". He says "Algebra does that, not truth, truth is revealed".
Then many things start rolling thru my mind, truth as if being placed into my mind. All this time I just rest, in Him. This goes on for several months.