I've been suffering from intrusive thoughts with for the last several months.
I think that it started around the time when I read about the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit and the unforgivable sin. I didn't know what it meant at the time and suddenly the intrusive thoughts started acting up trying to curse the Holy Spirit, making me fear that I would lose my salvation. These thoughts became more frequent and vivid as time passed by, quickly turning into images in my head of myself actually hurting Jesus. When these horrifying images went away they were replaced by almost uncontrollable thoughts trying to curse the entire trinity. Currently I have the constant urge to curse with God's name in my head.
Might this be a case of OCD/Scrupulosity or an evil spirit? I accept the former but don't neglect the latter since I have a history of being prone to OCD habits.
I think that it started around the time when I read about the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit and the unforgivable sin. I didn't know what it meant at the time and suddenly the intrusive thoughts started acting up trying to curse the Holy Spirit, making me fear that I would lose my salvation. These thoughts became more frequent and vivid as time passed by, quickly turning into images in my head of myself actually hurting Jesus. When these horrifying images went away they were replaced by almost uncontrollable thoughts trying to curse the entire trinity. Currently I have the constant urge to curse with God's name in my head.
Might this be a case of OCD/Scrupulosity or an evil spirit? I accept the former but don't neglect the latter since I have a history of being prone to OCD habits.