Please pray... I have been feeling uneasy lately about a lot of things, especially my legal situation. I'm afraid that I may have a possibly violent situation coming on my hands soon, and I really don't want it. Even if I don't, it sure seems like it, and I hate thinking that way because I hate violence.
Regardless of my hate for violence, I'm constantly on my toes right now and ready for a fight. Pray that I'll calm down. Pray that the situation won't get worse. Pray that I'll quit thinking all of these negative thoughts about the situation (Some of them really bad; even scaring other people) and just start focusing again. I know God is in control, but sometimes I just forget it, or ignore it (Don't we all...).
I just really need some peace right now; I'm sick of wondering if someone is going to assault me or if something worse is going to come upon me.
Lord... forgive me my ignorance and pride. I love You... I will trust You... please keep Your hand upon me. Amen.
Regardless of my hate for violence, I'm constantly on my toes right now and ready for a fight. Pray that I'll calm down. Pray that the situation won't get worse. Pray that I'll quit thinking all of these negative thoughts about the situation (Some of them really bad; even scaring other people) and just start focusing again. I know God is in control, but sometimes I just forget it, or ignore it (Don't we all...).
I just really need some peace right now; I'm sick of wondering if someone is going to assault me or if something worse is going to come upon me.
Lord... forgive me my ignorance and pride. I love You... I will trust You... please keep Your hand upon me. Amen.