I'm 16 and I've been trying to learn on my own. But Math seems extremely hard. I can hardly even do basic math and it throws me into a self-harming mental breakdown because I think it'll affect my life deeply. I sometimes get some questions right, but it isn't good enough.
Everything seems too hard. It seems impossible for me to be taught anything at all cause I've never been to school at all or a single day of my life. I can't understand anything and every single thing seems too confusing and it makes me hate myself deeply cause I feel like I have nothing or no one to understand me. I'm to embarrassed to bring it up to anyone and I feel like I have no right to live.
Nothing works for me and it makes living not worth it at all. I always compare myself to everyone and I feel like my life is ruined completely. I know how to do some basic things. But that's it, everything else I have to learn on my own.
I hate living. I seriously do I feel like it's no longer worth it and it's too late for everything. Someone did say they will get me a GED. I feel so idiotic cause I can't be taught anything without getting confused, flying into a rage and misunderstanding or forgetting everything.
I've tried praying and I feel like nothing works at all.
*Update*: I found out that I may have Dyscalculia. But I can count backwards perfectly I guess. as well as a few other things. I also can't understand when new mathmatical things are being taught.
Everything seems too hard. It seems impossible for me to be taught anything at all cause I've never been to school at all or a single day of my life. I can't understand anything and every single thing seems too confusing and it makes me hate myself deeply cause I feel like I have nothing or no one to understand me. I'm to embarrassed to bring it up to anyone and I feel like I have no right to live.
Nothing works for me and it makes living not worth it at all. I always compare myself to everyone and I feel like my life is ruined completely. I know how to do some basic things. But that's it, everything else I have to learn on my own.
I hate living. I seriously do I feel like it's no longer worth it and it's too late for everything. Someone did say they will get me a GED. I feel so idiotic cause I can't be taught anything without getting confused, flying into a rage and misunderstanding or forgetting everything.
I've tried praying and I feel like nothing works at all.
*Update*: I found out that I may have Dyscalculia. But I can count backwards perfectly I guess. as well as a few other things. I also can't understand when new mathmatical things are being taught.
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