Ovlov90
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- Dec 7, 2017
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Not to be rude but what is Godly sorrow? An honest question. Sometimes the catch phrases and platitudes of modern evangelicism drive me nuts. They appear to say nothing.It begins with 'godly sorrow...'
Heres how I was saved: my wife desired to leave me for awhile. The winter before shed even had an abortion ( we already had two kids). That afternoon she gave me her wedding ring and took the kids to visit a friend. I sat on the bed and realised I could no longer control reality and events by drinking and doing drugs. I then realised I was the same as the people I despised! Did all the same things. They did it in the open, I tried toconceal it. I even participated with them on occasion. My whole being was stripped bare. Nothing left. I knew I had 3 choices. One was suicide. Too chicken as my guns were at my dads house and every other method seemed slow and painfull. Second was go to town and get some alcohol drink it and let it all blow over. Only had enough cash to get gas. Couldve gotton bottle but Id be walking home. Third was, I didnt know! I said “or, or what? At that second it felt like a gaint suction pulled all this black and nasty somthing out of me and I saw a Bible in my minds eye while the knowledge flooded me that it was alltrue. Even though Id never read but tiny pieces I jumped up and was saying over and over “ Holy €$*#! Its true”. At that instant the need to drink, drug, use inappropriate content, listen to punk & other music, paint (art), and a dozen other behaviours were removed. They became a choice, not a compulsion. I know the Holy Spirit entered me at that point. I heard a boice say “Bill you never have to feel like that again” ( some argue cause Iv never spoken tongues) ( nor desire). When my wife came home I was a new person. I was floating with joy for months. She left me & the kids anyhow.
My problem with modern Christian formulas for salvation is saying a prayer and at an alter call and your home free. The J. W.s as well as Baptists said it was just emotions. No, I EXPERIENCED salvation. There is a difference. Our emotions are formed by experience. That was thirty yrs ago. IDK. I here the cliches but so few really changed. Maybe I answered my own question.
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