Just citing the examples of the Gospel of Mark and the Gospel of John, when the supper and day and hour of cruxificion is different, or, John in the gospel saying he was an eyewitness of the events, when scholars don't believe it was he who wrote ithe gospel, how am I supposed to believe in Jesus? I'm wavering on my belief.
I know, right? So I look at my options and it's first a schism of Catholic/ Orthodox, each claiming the corner on truth...
And that book... ! Revelations might not have been written by John. It may be the enemies plan!!!
It doesn't matter as long as your primary relationship is with Him, and it's on the right (improving) track. Jesus pointed out the two greatest commandments, making it pretty easy to put any situation in perspective (for me).
So don't even try to apply the same standards of divinity to the book or a "church". Churchianity is often just a destraction from what should and could be a personal relationship.
In seeking that relationship look for answers in the language described in Psalm 19:
] The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.
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2] Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.
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3] There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.
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4] Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun,
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5] Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race.
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6] His going forth is from the end of the heaven, and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof.
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7] The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul: the testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple.
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8] The statutes of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart: the commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes.
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9] The fear of the LORD is clean, enduring for ever: the judgments of the LORD are true and righteous altogether.