Zaac,
Couldn't you have 'changed' all by yourself? I seriously want to know.
Also, how do you KNOW how much Jesus loves you
(other than your reading this from the Bible? Isn't this just Christian rhetoric?)
I'd like to believe that it was so simple but it isn't.
Hi
I can (excepting "homo"sexual choices personally) address your questions
about Christian-anythings: church, Jesus, prayer, Bible, etc);
because
I was born & raised in a (former) communist country.
My father was as
atheist as you could ever, ever in a million years get, &
my mom believed in re-intarnation, elfs, fairies, gnomes, & other weird phenomena.
Suffice it to say:
church?? - that's where weddings & funerals happen, period.
&
Jesus?? - oh, that's some kid on some straw in the barn
&
prayer?? - No such thing, 'cause the
GOV'T = your god nothing else needed.
&
Bible?? - I never even that word mentioned, until I was 12.
So from my birth thru age 12, How does an atheist explain
:
How at age
4: when someone answered my curiosity
re that baby on some straw in the barn
, & someone
said: "It's a fairy-tale, nothing more, about a kid named JESUS" < the nano-second that word left that man's mouth,
from
deep-inside me, that I couldn't explain, came this
A-ha moment.
"
JESUS"
somehow rang a bell with me; couldn't explain that to myself, no matter how hard I tried.
and
How at age
7: well,
before then, I had
glimpses (for lack of a better word), of other
realities. Again
that I had no way of really explaining to myself, because
any thoughts (outside the "mainstream"-dogma was strictly forbidden);
but clearly I did have them. - and One such experience,
started this practice of "daily talking with GOD" yeah, I had no clue what to expect.
and
How at age
9: when the Biology-teacher was spouting his 'evolution-dogma', I listened; when
OUT OF THE BLUE
oh no! I was practically catapulted, out of my desk!!,
with some
conviction (for lack of a better word) that then, made me do the unthinkable
I said, to this communist-teacher: "
sorry that you feel you came from an ape; but i KNOW I did not"
-
you could have heard a pin drop, the silence was deafening.
Well,
I was sent for "correction!" where I was given 1-chance to DENY what I said.
Picture: this
tiny little waif of a girl, as I was), facing
for all intents & purposes this Firing-squad
oh NO!!
and
What was I to do? - Hmmm, Hmmm. What was I to do???
I took the beatings; and
unable to sit, for over a week, I cried to JESUS at home;
and answer HE did: "My precious child, I LOVE you unconditionally, perfectly, forever, eternally, & completely; and I understand what you suffered. Thank you for suffering for me, for your see - I also suffered for you, too. And you are a part of MY family, never more to leave. Feel FREE coming to me, anytime. Share ALL, everything with me. I LOVE hearing all your beliefs, & dreams, & hopes, & wishes & too if you're troubled, sure you can tell me ALL, for
we are family forever"
I sure never expected ALL that. I thought: "WOW! what just happened here?
really, this JESUS-character was getting to sound more familiar by the minute...
So that was my experience at age 9.
I had another significant one at age 11; and two years later,
I got my wish of leaving communism; and becoming a USA-citizen,
where for the 1st. time in my life, I touched a Bible.
Now, some atheists, particularly (psycho
types will psycho-analyze that to death; &
they've got a bazillion explanations for it all. They're messed-up)
So, were that to be your (birth-thru-12) experiences, how would you respond?