Ive been spending more time with God. And I've been feeling really attacked by the devil. A couple years ago I was at a horrible place in my life and hated myself deeply, so much to the point that I got plastic surgery. And now I have a chin implant. As of recently I've been having constant thoughts running through my head like "God hates you because of your surgery" and "God will not love you until you reverse your surgery" and "God will not allow you into heaven with that implant" things of that nature.
These thoughts are very scary, because I don't think that, and I don't think God does. So I know it's from the enemy. I know God loves me regardless, and I am never getting anymore surgery. But these thoughts worry me. It's funny because I'm doing a bible study right now about giving myself to God and not worrying. Seems whenever I go to God about a certain area of my life, more problems from the area seem to conjure up! Funny how that always seems to be the case!!
Would love some prayer! Thanks a bunch! God bless!!
These thoughts are very scary, because I don't think that, and I don't think God does. So I know it's from the enemy. I know God loves me regardless, and I am never getting anymore surgery. But these thoughts worry me. It's funny because I'm doing a bible study right now about giving myself to God and not worrying. Seems whenever I go to God about a certain area of my life, more problems from the area seem to conjure up! Funny how that always seems to be the case!!
Would love some prayer! Thanks a bunch! God bless!!