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So in my quest to un-mess everything from my childhood and (God help my) teenage and beyond years, I today took James 5:16 and ran with it. Or, rather, walked with it, it's hot and I'm a large man and I had no money for parking...
Basically, I grew up in a Baptist church and am going there right now, but almost everyone I knew from high-school that I could trust with a confession is no longer here. So, what's a man to do? Wait around? I've confessed things before with ministers and with professionals, and I know it can be helpful. I've used another Catholic church before for solo bible study, so this wasn't that great of a leap.
Basically it was pretty similar as the movies. He asked if I was a Catholic, but it was okay that I wasn't; I said some things that I would want only some very understanding parties to hear, and he said I was forgiven, which is spiritually true in at least one sense, if not many, so it was good to hear. He gave me a penance task, which I was looking for.
I have to say, after confession I felt... not great, and not overwhelmed with emotion, but I think I felt... better, in a deep way, and I very clearly felt like this was where I wanted to be and, like, as if in a moderate way, there were a divine aspect to this.
If you thought like I once did about Catholics (when I was young, impressionable, and didn't pay attention well in church), you may find it absurd of me to go to a Catholic church, but even if they don't believe the same things as us, they still believe in Jesus and still preach a Bible, be it a bit longer than ours.
Basically, I grew up in a Baptist church and am going there right now, but almost everyone I knew from high-school that I could trust with a confession is no longer here. So, what's a man to do? Wait around? I've confessed things before with ministers and with professionals, and I know it can be helpful. I've used another Catholic church before for solo bible study, so this wasn't that great of a leap.
Basically it was pretty similar as the movies. He asked if I was a Catholic, but it was okay that I wasn't; I said some things that I would want only some very understanding parties to hear, and he said I was forgiven, which is spiritually true in at least one sense, if not many, so it was good to hear. He gave me a penance task, which I was looking for.
I have to say, after confession I felt... not great, and not overwhelmed with emotion, but I think I felt... better, in a deep way, and I very clearly felt like this was where I wanted to be and, like, as if in a moderate way, there were a divine aspect to this.
If you thought like I once did about Catholics (when I was young, impressionable, and didn't pay attention well in church), you may find it absurd of me to go to a Catholic church, but even if they don't believe the same things as us, they still believe in Jesus and still preach a Bible, be it a bit longer than ours.