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I Want To Get Fat

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Ever since I was a kid, I always wanted to be fat. I always dreamed of having a big belly that reaches my thighs and big legs. Naturally being curious, I looked online and discovered porn when I was eight. Naturally I was hooked for about fourteen years until God delivered me from my feedism fetish and I have been able to turn away from porn for several weeks now and I have been trying to deepen my relationship with God.
I can say I have no desire to turn to porn anymore, though the temptation is still there but I cannot seem to shake off my desire to be fat.
To me, being fat just seems right and I can't help but wonder if I should do it but of course I do want to honor God above all else and I can't seem to shake this desire no matter how hard I pray so I'm stumped but at least my porn addiction is no more.
 

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Ever since I was a kid, I always wanted to be fat. I always dreamed of having a big belly that reaches my thighs and big legs. Naturally being curious, I looked online and discovered porn when I was eight. Naturally I was hooked for about fourteen years until God delivered me from my feedism fetish and I have been able to turn away from porn for several weeks now and I have been trying to deepen my relationship with God.
I can say I have no desire to turn to porn anymore, though the temptation is still there but I cannot seem to shake off my desire to be fat.
To me, being fat just seems right and I can't help but wonder if I should do it but of course I do want to honor God above all else and I can't seem to shake this desire no matter how hard I pray so I'm stumped but at least my porn addiction is no more.
Is these desires sinful ?
 
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