After many weeks of trying to pray, trying to call upon the name of the Lord, I simpy give up. He is not hearing my prayers or answering, there is no presence of God, no feeling no anything, just cold emotionlessness. I have no doubt God is real due to his work in the life of others but for me, he is not there.
The unpardonable sin is the willful rejection of God. It's unpardonable only because you don't want to be pardoned. That's the whole point.I want to be saved very badly but have took part in the "blasphemy challenge" in the past to win a free atheist dvd but now I a have started to see that God is real and the truth of creation and am terrified, how can I get saved is there any way if I committed the sin Jesus calls unpardonable. What is the point in living if I will just burn forever in hell no matter what I do....
Naah, don't let your subjective feelings fool you. Some of the greatest saints have gone for long periods without having any feeling of the presence of God at all; it's an unpleasant part of growing in the Lord but it certainly doesn't mean he's not with you. Just keep doing what 's right, don't give up.After many weeks of trying to pray, trying to call upon the name of the Lord, I simpy give up. He is not hearing my prayers or answering, there is no presence of God, no feeling no anything, just cold emotionlessness. I have no doubt God is real due to his work in the life of others but for me, he is not there.