- Aug 31, 2008
- 3,487
- 869
- 39
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- In Relationship
- Politics
- US-Republican
In 08 I decided I needed a shrink for my voices.
I was doing just fine. I go in and get out on Risperdal. The voices started to go away but I had this huge anxiety from my OCD.
I get put in gabapentin and nothing was working.
I go to the psych ward and a person was taking klonopin.
I asked him to throw one over the wall. I found them and my anxiety melted away.
I see it as God’s test that I failed.
In 2010 I found a doc willing to prescribe it.
I slowly started to backslide.
In 2015 Dr. Holloway passed away. In 2017 I was yanked off three my. My chastisement.
Here I am today, abusing gabapentin because of my excruciating amount of anxiety. I blame no one but myself.
I ask how can God forgive a wretch like me and how can I overcome this addictions.
Father please help me, don’t just answer a prayer but help me more then a conqueror.
Folks I’m a bad Christian, so unworthy. Please help.
I was doing just fine. I go in and get out on Risperdal. The voices started to go away but I had this huge anxiety from my OCD.
I get put in gabapentin and nothing was working.
I go to the psych ward and a person was taking klonopin.
I asked him to throw one over the wall. I found them and my anxiety melted away.
I see it as God’s test that I failed.
In 2010 I found a doc willing to prescribe it.
I slowly started to backslide.
In 2015 Dr. Holloway passed away. In 2017 I was yanked off three my. My chastisement.
Here I am today, abusing gabapentin because of my excruciating amount of anxiety. I blame no one but myself.
I ask how can God forgive a wretch like me and how can I overcome this addictions.
Father please help me, don’t just answer a prayer but help me more then a conqueror.
Folks I’m a bad Christian, so unworthy. Please help.