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I really need help,after posting many threads about repentance these past 4 days,I woke up this morning and my life spiraled out of control(quite literally and not figuratively) I began to have thoughts.I feel like God doesn’t love me because of my inappropriate contentography sin problem I repented of,I’m afraid it’s too late to repent,I’m scared that I’m condemned,it feels like my trust in Christ is failing.I firmly stopped my ill behavior about a month and a half ago and since then I have seen and looked at content that is explicit.But now I’ve put my
Foot down,but now am having so many intrusive thoughts and anxiety attacks.Some stating that I’m forcing myself to have faith,I’m feeling hopeless,condemned,and depressed.And concerning reformed theology(if it is true) I’m afraid my past inappropriate contentography sins means I’m not an elect or loved by God.Then reading this article How God Saved, Freed, and Reformed Dale Partridge—A Personal Testimony. Relearn.org scares me even more when it said “the miracle of the Gospel isn’t that it changes what you do—no—the miracle is that it changes what you want to do. For example, an atheist who goes through AA to end their alcoholism may stop drinking out of sheer self-discipline, but the truth is, they’ll always be an alcoholic. However, when a Christian is born again, they are no longer a inappropriate content-addict or an alcoholic or a druggie or a hooker, they are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17)” I feel so scared and hopeless,I’ve asked Jesus countless times in these past 4 days to forgive me,telling him I’m sorry.I see inappropriate contentography now as worthless as it only brings temporary pleasure while he brings eternal and it only drives a wedge between me and him.I feeling empty and I feel like I can’t come to Christ because All I want is his help and peace,and I’m confused about not desiring Gods right now,I can’t even cry without the thought of my tears being fake intruding into me.Please if there is anyone out there,please help me.
I know there are many people here who are children of God,and Jesus always listens to his children.please in your behalf can you please ask him to forgive me and to love me if he doesn’t,which I fear.Please help me because it feels like I don’t even want him and I’m feeling so confused,please help me.Why am I going through this,please plea to god to help me
It feels like now all the things I’ve said feel within me are the true me,maybe I don’t want God or maybe I don’t want Jesus and those are scaring me and I’m refusing them if they are my true me.I’m so confused please help me
Foot down,but now am having so many intrusive thoughts and anxiety attacks.Some stating that I’m forcing myself to have faith,I’m feeling hopeless,condemned,and depressed.And concerning reformed theology(if it is true) I’m afraid my past inappropriate contentography sins means I’m not an elect or loved by God.Then reading this article How God Saved, Freed, and Reformed Dale Partridge—A Personal Testimony. Relearn.org scares me even more when it said “the miracle of the Gospel isn’t that it changes what you do—no—the miracle is that it changes what you want to do. For example, an atheist who goes through AA to end their alcoholism may stop drinking out of sheer self-discipline, but the truth is, they’ll always be an alcoholic. However, when a Christian is born again, they are no longer a inappropriate content-addict or an alcoholic or a druggie or a hooker, they are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17)” I feel so scared and hopeless,I’ve asked Jesus countless times in these past 4 days to forgive me,telling him I’m sorry.I see inappropriate contentography now as worthless as it only brings temporary pleasure while he brings eternal and it only drives a wedge between me and him.I feeling empty and I feel like I can’t come to Christ because All I want is his help and peace,and I’m confused about not desiring Gods right now,I can’t even cry without the thought of my tears being fake intruding into me.Please if there is anyone out there,please help me.
I know there are many people here who are children of God,and Jesus always listens to his children.please in your behalf can you please ask him to forgive me and to love me if he doesn’t,which I fear.Please help me because it feels like I don’t even want him and I’m feeling so confused,please help me.Why am I going through this,please plea to god to help me
It feels like now all the things I’ve said feel within me are the true me,maybe I don’t want God or maybe I don’t want Jesus and those are scaring me and I’m refusing them if they are my true me.I’m so confused please help me
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