- Dec 13, 2015
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I have to confess, I really miss playing video games. It's been about a month since I detoxed World of Warcraft out of my life and out of my wife's life. My Lithium poisoning helped a lot with quitting because it made hoping on the computer all day impossible.
I'm probably well enough to play for an hour a day, turn on audible and just relax instead of doing mythic dungeons for an hour and yelling at the noobs.
The problem? I don't want to be living in sin. Video games (especially the RPGS I enjoy playing with my wife) are sinful to play. I should be avoiding magic like the plague but yet... I feel like I'll never be set free from Computers and Video Games the only two lives aside from God I've ever known.
I'm telling you guys these things to ask what I should do. Should I play for no more than an hour a day and play a bit of St.Augustines commentaries? Or should I just try to find another pathway in my life and just give up games all together? I'm just scared. I'm scared of living in sin. Yes, Christ died for all our sins but you cannot take grace and spit all over it by living in this one potential sin for the rest of your life... then I'll hear "depart from me" instead of "Well done". I fear God's judgement if I fail in even one area of life, or if I don't live my life perfectly as Jesus wanted me to. I'm scared.
It wouldn't be so bad if I knew for sure whether or not video games were a sin. But, of course aside from don't practice magic it says nothing. Then you have to wonder if playing pixels who happen to use fictional magic that I'm in no way casting is really "practicing magic" or not. :eyeroll: advice?
I'm probably well enough to play for an hour a day, turn on audible and just relax instead of doing mythic dungeons for an hour and yelling at the noobs.
The problem? I don't want to be living in sin. Video games (especially the RPGS I enjoy playing with my wife) are sinful to play. I should be avoiding magic like the plague but yet... I feel like I'll never be set free from Computers and Video Games the only two lives aside from God I've ever known.
I'm telling you guys these things to ask what I should do. Should I play for no more than an hour a day and play a bit of St.Augustines commentaries? Or should I just try to find another pathway in my life and just give up games all together? I'm just scared. I'm scared of living in sin. Yes, Christ died for all our sins but you cannot take grace and spit all over it by living in this one potential sin for the rest of your life... then I'll hear "depart from me" instead of "Well done". I fear God's judgement if I fail in even one area of life, or if I don't live my life perfectly as Jesus wanted me to. I'm scared.
It wouldn't be so bad if I knew for sure whether or not video games were a sin. But, of course aside from don't practice magic it says nothing. Then you have to wonder if playing pixels who happen to use fictional magic that I'm in no way casting is really "practicing magic" or not. :eyeroll: advice?