So I was born, baptised, raised Catholic and have experience receiving communion in Catholic Churches. In my teens to only 3years ago I was a staunch atheist turned non-denom Protestant/Christian who didn't commune. So basically I haven't communed for almost 7 years... My mum wants to go to catholic mass for Christmas which is understandable, considering she is catholic after all. But I was wondering whether I should or shouldn't take the Eucharist? I have been DEEPLY yearning to commune for 3 years and i have very fond, powerful memories as a child of a lot of spiritual growth and protection after communion and tbh I miss it so much, I remember it always being a very powerful, healing and humbling thing for me. My dilemma is that I don't think that the Catholic Church is the fullness of the faith, so I feel bad for communing as a catholic when my beliefs are not catholic per Se. If I've heard correctly I'm pretty sure that the Orthodox Church recognises catholic communion as valid right? So it's not (to my mind) an issue whether it's the actual body and blood of Christ, but rather, whether I'm kinda playing for both teams, when I really only go for one?
The thing is that although I am certain at this point orthodoxy is for me, I have to be fair to myself and God before I make a big decision such as joining the church, and I really need to get some experience in an Orthodox Church first. So I don't see myself converting in the immediate future, I really just want to take my time and not rush into it. Build up relationships within a Church and a priest, have no or minimal doubts in my mind before I go for it. But then this means I won't be communing anytime soon
What do you guys think? I really miss communion, technically I'm still catholic (baptism wise) and I personally do believe that Gods presence is in the Eucharist of Catholics as a grace for individual Catholics.
The thing is that although I am certain at this point orthodoxy is for me, I have to be fair to myself and God before I make a big decision such as joining the church, and I really need to get some experience in an Orthodox Church first. So I don't see myself converting in the immediate future, I really just want to take my time and not rush into it. Build up relationships within a Church and a priest, have no or minimal doubts in my mind before I go for it. But then this means I won't be communing anytime soon
What do you guys think? I really miss communion, technically I'm still catholic (baptism wise) and I personally do believe that Gods presence is in the Eucharist of Catholics as a grace for individual Catholics.
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