I' feel for you, and I am going to pray with you. I know many times it seems that God doesn't hear you, but he does. The first thing you to need to know is that God has a plan for you. God has anticipated this time in your life, and for every problem he has a solution. I believe the root of anxiety, despression, hopelessness, and sadness is fear. It is a fear that your pain will not end, its fear that your problems are unfixable, its fear that your losses with not be restored. However when you know that God has got you covered and this is all part of the plan, you can alleviate that fear. I know you have heard 2 Tim 1:7 "For God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind". When you get rid of fear, you get rid of all that sadness, anger, despression and it is replaced by "power, love, and a sound mind". Power, Love, and a Sound Mind are precisely the tools you need to survive life's storms, but it doesn't stop there. God has given you a manual on how to survive, thrive, and find success - it's the Bible. But wait, theres more! God also has already orchestrated your method to success, all you have to do pray and keep your faith and trust in him, and he will do the rest. So the battle is already won! Ill pray for you.