I'm a sixteen year old (soon to be 17) high school girl. Some months back, shortly after I got my license, I was responsible for a car accident that severely injured the driver of the car that I struck. The accident was a result of me texting while driving. I was fortunate enough to walk away with a few bruises. He had to be taken away in an ambulance. After the police completed their investigation, I was charged with criminal recklessness.
Next week, I'll be in court to accept a plea deal that's been worked out. The upside is it'll allow me to be convicted as a juvenile, but I'll also have to serve 90 days locked up in the county juvenile detention center.
I own the fact that what I did was wrong and stupid. I know I'm lucky that it didn't end any worse than it did. I also know that I totally deserve my punishment.
I've been thinking about next week a lot. Every time I do, I get really nervous because I've never been in trouble with the law before and have no idea what juvie is going to be like or if I'll be able to handle it. Then I feel really guilty for worrying. I mean, how can I be thinking of myself after what my victim went through? It always leaves me feeling so selfish and wondering what this says about me as a person. Basically, right now I have all this anxiety and guilt ping-ponging around inside my head and I don't know what to do about it.
My parents are understandably disappointed and upset with me. We used to be so close, but this has totally messed things up. I guess there's not much I can do except try and show them that I've learned from this and that I'll be more responsible in the future and give them time. I just hope our relationship will heal eventually.
I don't know if my victim will be present for my sentencing. If he isn't, I'd like to write him a letter to apologize for everything. I'm worried that he might not want to hear from me though and I don't want to cause him any more pain. I wish I knew what to do.
I don't know if anyone will have any advice for me, but I know it felt good to put all this into words. Thank you all for listening.
Next week, I'll be in court to accept a plea deal that's been worked out. The upside is it'll allow me to be convicted as a juvenile, but I'll also have to serve 90 days locked up in the county juvenile detention center.
I own the fact that what I did was wrong and stupid. I know I'm lucky that it didn't end any worse than it did. I also know that I totally deserve my punishment.
I've been thinking about next week a lot. Every time I do, I get really nervous because I've never been in trouble with the law before and have no idea what juvie is going to be like or if I'll be able to handle it. Then I feel really guilty for worrying. I mean, how can I be thinking of myself after what my victim went through? It always leaves me feeling so selfish and wondering what this says about me as a person. Basically, right now I have all this anxiety and guilt ping-ponging around inside my head and I don't know what to do about it.
My parents are understandably disappointed and upset with me. We used to be so close, but this has totally messed things up. I guess there's not much I can do except try and show them that I've learned from this and that I'll be more responsible in the future and give them time. I just hope our relationship will heal eventually.
I don't know if my victim will be present for my sentencing. If he isn't, I'd like to write him a letter to apologize for everything. I'm worried that he might not want to hear from me though and I don't want to cause him any more pain. I wish I knew what to do.
I don't know if anyone will have any advice for me, but I know it felt good to put all this into words. Thank you all for listening.