My cutting will help
But only in the moment I cut myself
But then when the pain returns ill just cut again
Oh god will this loop ever end
Oh god why wont you help me
I have been calling out to you for so long
But my life just continues to grow wrong
But if you wont do for me what I can't do for myself
Then what are you really worth
I don't need a god who just looks real on paper
But a god who is real.
But only in the moment I cut myself
But then when the pain returns ill just cut again
Oh god will this loop ever end
Oh god why wont you help me
I have been calling out to you for so long
But my life just continues to grow wrong
But if you wont do for me what I can't do for myself
Then what are you really worth
I don't need a god who just looks real on paper
But a god who is real.