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Step 1 : pray a little prayer , from ezekiel 36 and Romans 10 : daddy God , I am sorry for messing up , I wish to believe that Jesus is your son , who died for my sins, blessed Jesus come into my heart , open my eyes that I may see and my ears that I might hear your voice , and my heart that I might receive your words . Lord I wish to believe , heal my unbelief , I thank you for your most Holy Spirit , that I might walk out the words I have spoken , honor my parents , ask for laborers and messengers that they might believe , that our family might walk upright before you , in Jesus name we pray , amen .
2. step 2 intercede for parents favor ( book of Nehemiah ) that you might be granted
permission to seek God , and worship him
3. do what you can to worship God , as long as you live with parents , to obey them
and still spend time with Jesus ...
4. find a minister , a brother in the Lord to speak and counsel with ,
believe God will help you [ Psalm 118.5 ; Genesis 50.20 ; Romans 8.28 ; 1 John 5.14-18 ; Mark 11.23-4 ; Mark 16.167-20 ]