I'm 17 and I've never really done one of these before but I need help. Me and my girlfriend have been together for almost two years now and we love each other very much. We feel as if God put us together considering what we've been through. We're really close and she's my best friend. She's a huge role model to me and she's brought me closer to God. We've been through more things than a normal couple should go through. We've both sinned in the past and have done some pretty bad things. Right now we're going through a huge rough patch and it's all because of my lying habit. I have a huge problem with compulsively lying and hiding the truth from her. I've done it so much in my life and its like second nature. I hate it beyond belief and want it to stop. As soon as it happens I feel really bad about it but I don't have the courage to confess. Eventually the guilt will eat me up so bad I'll finally tell her after she asks me several times. We've learned to forgive and trust God with our problems and she's came a long way. Me on the other hand I'm having a lot of problems with lying and sexuality. Sexuality used to never be a huge problem like it is now and it bothers me so bad. I feel as if my body is working against me because I don't want anyone else but my girlfriend (Referring to having sexual feelings towards other girls or being attracted to them). When my body works against me I get ashamed and I try to convince myself that nothing happened. I get too scared to tell my girlfriend and I keep it locked inside me. She knows about this problem and she asks me frequently if anything has happened. A few times I've told her the truth and it feels so much better afterwards. She's very helpful and guides me on the right path. But a lot of the time I get scared and my instincts kick in (Compulsively lie). I hate hurting her feelings when I tell her and I hate feeling like a pig. The lying is an awful ingrained sin that is really hard for me to control. We always say that the sexuality, lying, and fear is the Devil trying to take me away from God since we're getting so close to him. My ingrained sin is tearing my life apart and pulling me away from my girlfriend and more importantly God. We do bible study every night and pray before bed. I try to keep God on my mind throughout the day but it seems like the bad things always catch me off guard. I pray when things get bad and trust God fully but at times I get doubts and become scared of things happening. I just want to turn my life around and focus on the Lord and be a better person for my girlfriend. Any suggestions or help will be greatly appreciated, thank you.