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I have "Morgellons" and am dying quickly...

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I went to the ER twice and both times they basically said it was nothing. This is because it was often thought to be a delusional disorder. However, the Government has admitted that it is real and that it is a form of lyme
(Exploring the association between Morgellons disease and Lyme disease: identification of Borrelia burgdorferi in Morgellons disease patients - Exploring the association between Morgellons disease and Lyme disease: identification of Borrelia burgdorferi in Morgellons disease patients
Filament formation associated with spirochetal infection: a comparative approach to Morgellons disease - Filament formation associated with spirochetal infection: a comparative approach to Morgellons disease
Morgellons disease: a filamentous borrelial dermatitis - Morgellons disease: a filamentous borrelial dermatitis)
It's effected my health so much. I'm basically bedridden. But no one believes me. I'm very isolated. I have no friends (always been a longer and only had online friends), I'm 30yo, no family (mother passed away, no grandparents aunts or uncles, no relationship with father) and the person that I'm staying with said I could only stay a few more weeks. She doesn't believe how sick I am. My joints hurt, I can't walk up stairs without getting out of breath and almost passing out, I almost pass out lifting things and have no strength, I have no muscle at all, I've lost a ton of weight, I still have these itchy spots and rashes (no crazy fibers.. lesions have healed). My body is breaking down. Whenever I eat certain foods, it flares up and gets. These spots won't stop itching and it takes a ton of effort just to stop it from spreading. I can feel it spreading at times and going to other areas. It seems like my whole world is caving in. I have nowhere to go. I'm going to just get on a bus and pick a spot that seems nice to start over. I have no money, resources, family. All I have are my clothes and computer.
I have never been religious, but I am a Christian and believe in God and Jesus and have prayed at times, but don't know any bible verses by heart. The past few days I've been praying hard but I don't know if I'm doing it right. I need some advice and guidance on where to start. Thanks
 

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The LORD Is My Shepherd

A Psalm of David.
1The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.a
3He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousnessb
for his name’s sake.

4Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,c
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6Surelyd goodness and mercye shall follow me
all the days of my life,
and I shall dwellf in the house of the LORD
forever.g

I am praying for you
 
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When you confess Romans 10:8-13, you have all of the assurances described in Romans 8:1, Ephesians 2:8-9, John 5:24. Your eternal life is underwritten by God Himself. Now that you know that, you can relax.

Now that you are relaxed, you can rule out Lyme Disease, unless you live around deer that are infected by tick bites, and one has bitten you. (I'm serious, not joking).

Ask your M.D. skin specialist to do a diagnosis and begin treatment.

Blessings! Prayers!
 
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When you confess Romans 10:8-13, you have all of the assurances described in Romans 8:1, Ephesians 2:8-9, John 5:24. Your eternal life is underwritten by God Himself. Now that you know that, you can relax.

Now that you are relaxed, you can rule out Lyme Disease, unless you live around deer that are infected by tick bites, and one has bitten you. (I'm serious, not joking).

Ask your M.D. skin specialist to do a diagnosis and begin treatment.

Blessings! Prayers!
Thank you very much. Unfortunately, I do live in an area where there are a lot of ticks and I happen to be walking in the woods a lot around that time. I found 2 ticks at the top of the tub when I was taking a bath around that time when the symptoms first started.
Thank you for the reply and comfort.
 
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I think that for what you have there is very little in the way of recourse.

I've heard and read on the disease, I don't know what to make of it. more importantly
I would say make for finest attempts to read the pieces of the bibles that truly bring you the light of god and Christ. as this will be strengthening to your spirit as time passes.

I have thought about death and its challenges to accept the dying of the physical body have become accepting with more I read and become understanding of the bible.

I too have physical debilitating conditions but nothing like morgelain's. Unfortunately we live in a world where the idea of piriahs, exiles, outcasts, and lepers still exists very much so, and you might have been targeted to have this condition since it is something of scientific mystery that most doctors and from what I've heard of. But

To give you some words that I will hold till the end.

I have fought the good fight, I have won the race, I have kept the faith.

Continue to do research. You might find the answer, or you might leave some good testimony and evidence for others who are affected.

If you need to talk, I'm here. I know that if I was affected with this. I wouldn't have anyone to tell.

love you in Jesus Christ.
 
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