I recently started believing in God. Since then I thought of the worst, I thought he would never forgive me. All these things started going into my recommended on youtube. They would say losing your salvation due to the unpardonable sin, willfully sinning and other things like that. I'm 14 but and just last night I went to sleep and I had a dream of being in the back of a wagon or a truck (couldn't tell) and I was telling people to look around at our world. Look at how someone had to have made this. I started telling them about God and how he created the world. It almost looked like my best friend sitting next to me. I'm not sure what this means but it felt nice when I woke up like it was something from god!