- Nov 4, 2018
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- Country
- United Kingdom
- Faith
- Pentecostal
- Marital Status
- Separated
I want to do something worthwhile with my life. I live in a house made of bricks that I have to pay £1400 a month for including to heat it up, just to keep me warm and pay for water so I can be clean. Go to work, come home, eat, sleep. It's the same thing every day. My youngest daughter is 16 and at college and she lives with me. I ask the Lord to use me. I have been asking for many years. I want it to be from the Lord though and not someone suggesting I volunteer my time for some charity. I have volunteered my time many times here in the UK but that wasn't for the Lord. I have always known that God would use me one day to help others. We all strive to be like Jesus but are we really striving to be like Him. It's easy to preach but we need to practise it also. Going to church on a Sunday for 90 minutes doesn't do anything for me except feel separated from the ones who think they are better than others. Church is just another building to me with a man who preaches who studied theology. It's never really from the heart and it's frustrating. My church was a standard church building, and they went and spent £1.2 million pounds for an extension so they can have more tables to eat and yet half a mile down the road the homeless were begging for something to eat. It's all wrong. Lord send me where you want me, away from greed. There is nothing fair or equal about this world.