I used to have such a strong relationship with him about 2 years ago and it was amazing. Then later I began dating they guy who claimed to also be a christian but one thing led to anyother and we ended up having sex and I moved in with him.
Then, since about January I started feeling God talking to me. Like he really wanted to have a relationship with me again and he wanted to help me. So I told my boyfriend and since then we have been trying to have sex less. Now I can't feel God at all. I pray and ask him to help me stay away from temptation and ask for a relationship with him and to let me feel him again, but I get nothing. I know that God doesn't always answer our prays with what we want, but it's really starting to hurt me, I'm feeling very abandond.
I try to read and pray everyday and not have sex. My boyfriend is planning on proposing to me very soon and we even talk about getting married emediatly after so we're not living in sin anymore. I know my boyfriend wants a better relationship with Christ too. He says he can feel God with him though, and since I can't that kind of hurts. I don't understand why he can feel christ yet he doesn't read the bible or pray, but I do and I can't feel him.
I feel like God can't hear me anymore or doesn't want me. I'm so lost
Then, since about January I started feeling God talking to me. Like he really wanted to have a relationship with me again and he wanted to help me. So I told my boyfriend and since then we have been trying to have sex less. Now I can't feel God at all. I pray and ask him to help me stay away from temptation and ask for a relationship with him and to let me feel him again, but I get nothing. I know that God doesn't always answer our prays with what we want, but it's really starting to hurt me, I'm feeling very abandond.
I try to read and pray everyday and not have sex. My boyfriend is planning on proposing to me very soon and we even talk about getting married emediatly after so we're not living in sin anymore. I know my boyfriend wants a better relationship with Christ too. He says he can feel God with him though, and since I can't that kind of hurts. I don't understand why he can feel christ yet he doesn't read the bible or pray, but I do and I can't feel him.
I feel like God can't hear me anymore or doesn't want me. I'm so lost