It was a time, that my ocd started appearing and i was having intrusive thoughts about punishments and promises.
I remember trying to watch a movie but i never watched it. i do not know why. probably, i was bored.
After 2 years, i came across to that movie. i wanted to watch it but I felt afraid. as if i was doing something wrong. it was a normal movie. ocd was telling me that i may have made a rush promise to Gods that i do not remember but my subconscious remembers it, that is why i have that feeling. I wanted to be normal! i decide to say no to my ocd and try to watch that movie. i tried but i could not watch it. i closed it. what if there is a promise i cant remember? what if i asked a punishment in case of the broken promise?
i think the reason of the feeling is because i tried to watch that movie in a time that I was full of intrusive thoughts and ocd.
i cant find any other explanation
I remember trying to watch a movie but i never watched it. i do not know why. probably, i was bored.
After 2 years, i came across to that movie. i wanted to watch it but I felt afraid. as if i was doing something wrong. it was a normal movie. ocd was telling me that i may have made a rush promise to Gods that i do not remember but my subconscious remembers it, that is why i have that feeling. I wanted to be normal! i decide to say no to my ocd and try to watch that movie. i tried but i could not watch it. i closed it. what if there is a promise i cant remember? what if i asked a punishment in case of the broken promise?
i think the reason of the feeling is because i tried to watch that movie in a time that I was full of intrusive thoughts and ocd.
i cant find any other explanation
