I remember having some issues about my kitchen being cleaned and tidied. I remember leaving bread outside of the cupboard and I was bored to put it in. some random thoughts without my will popped up in my head like "God I will put it soon" or something like that, but they were thoughts without my will I do not know why I thought that.
that created a compulsion to always put the bread into the cupboard in case it is out, before the midnight.
it was an easy compulsion so I was doing it for days. when I tried to stop doing it some thoughts were popping up like "you talked to God about the bread, maybe it is not a compulsion but a real promise" and with that I kept doing the compulsion/promise. the thoughts were without my will.
Today, I forgot to put the bread in the cupboard before midnight and I freaked cause my thoughts about it were like " maybe this is not a compulsion but a real promise that maybe must be kept just because maybe the thoughts were send to God about this matter" but still these were random thoughts without my will. but a part of me was acting as if they count, without my will.
Did God made the promise valid by seeing me acting like that?
that created a compulsion to always put the bread into the cupboard in case it is out, before the midnight.
it was an easy compulsion so I was doing it for days. when I tried to stop doing it some thoughts were popping up like "you talked to God about the bread, maybe it is not a compulsion but a real promise" and with that I kept doing the compulsion/promise. the thoughts were without my will.
Today, I forgot to put the bread in the cupboard before midnight and I freaked cause my thoughts about it were like " maybe this is not a compulsion but a real promise that maybe must be kept just because maybe the thoughts were send to God about this matter" but still these were random thoughts without my will. but a part of me was acting as if they count, without my will.
Did God made the promise valid by seeing me acting like that?