- Aug 16, 2008
- 138
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- Country
- United Kingdom
- Faith
- Catholic
- Marital Status
- Celibate
- Politics
- UK-Greens
Whenever I feel that someone has done something to me that I'm not happy about, I go out of my way to cause as much trouble for them as possible. For example, my mother began allowing this woman to ride her horse, because the woman didn't have any other enjoyment in her life. I felt that this woman wasn't friendly to me, so I spent ages nagging my mum to take the horse away from her, which she eventually did to shut me up. I insisted that she move her horse and my horses to a place where this woman couldn't reach them. But in this new place, the owner has been overcharging us and I don't think she puts in enough effort looking after the horses. I got so angry with her that, when I found out that she didn't have planning permission for her stables and was being paid cash in hand, I reported her to the authorities, 3 times, 3 seperate complaints to try and make sure they'd take it seriously and take some action against her.
When a friend of mine wasn't spending enough time with me and I felt used and neglected by her, I called her parents and told them all the things she'd been doing (taking drugs, sleeping around, etc) and she was grounded. (I mean that was years ago, I'm 28 now.)
When I paid for hypnotism to cure a phobia and it didn't work, I was very angry as he'd promised it would work. I reported the hypnotist to the tax authorities because he'd given me a fake tax receipt. Not because I care about the tax issue but just to get him in trouble.
Basically I am always doing whatever I can to get people I'm angry with in as much trouble as possible. My own mother says that I'm evil, spiteful, cruel and scary. I don't know why but I absolutely cannot forgive people when they've upset me. I have tried but I genuinely don't know how. I get a huge enjoyment from getting them in trouble and if I could think of any other ways to wreck their lives I'd do that too. But does it make me happy? No. I don't know why I'm like this. I spend all day fantasising about getting revenge on everyone and I really wish I could stop.
When a friend of mine wasn't spending enough time with me and I felt used and neglected by her, I called her parents and told them all the things she'd been doing (taking drugs, sleeping around, etc) and she was grounded. (I mean that was years ago, I'm 28 now.)
When I paid for hypnotism to cure a phobia and it didn't work, I was very angry as he'd promised it would work. I reported the hypnotist to the tax authorities because he'd given me a fake tax receipt. Not because I care about the tax issue but just to get him in trouble.
Basically I am always doing whatever I can to get people I'm angry with in as much trouble as possible. My own mother says that I'm evil, spiteful, cruel and scary. I don't know why but I absolutely cannot forgive people when they've upset me. I have tried but I genuinely don't know how. I get a huge enjoyment from getting them in trouble and if I could think of any other ways to wreck their lives I'd do that too. But does it make me happy? No. I don't know why I'm like this. I spend all day fantasising about getting revenge on everyone and I really wish I could stop.