It seems every time I post a prayer request, it's for me, for the same thing -- trying to figure things out.
I feel like I'm stuck in the same place with a million different branches as routes that I can go, but God just isn't telling me which way to go. I feel like he's playing head games with me... just when I think something is going GREAT and will move onto something more, it ceases.
I'm not losing faith, and I'm fine, and I'm definitely going to survive it all - I'm just getting frustrated. I'm convinced God has a great sense of humor, and I think the problem is that I am mentally and emotionally ready to do whatever I'm called to, so He's testing me with when and where to go.
I'm 20 and I have no clue what I want to do with my life. No clue where I'm supposed to be, doing what. I believe in the long run I'm to get married and have kids... but I don't even feel like I'm a step in the right direction. When I start to feel being pulled in some direction, I never feel confident enough that that's where I'm supposed to go, so I don't go with it.
I just wish God would make a really big poster with a timeline of where to go, when, and how, and post it on my wall. A good set of directions for me to take on.
This probably sounds like more of a rant fest, but it's where I'm at and have been at for awhile now. In the meantime of trying to figure it all out, prayers would be appreciated!
Thanks guys.
I feel like I'm stuck in the same place with a million different branches as routes that I can go, but God just isn't telling me which way to go. I feel like he's playing head games with me... just when I think something is going GREAT and will move onto something more, it ceases.
I'm not losing faith, and I'm fine, and I'm definitely going to survive it all - I'm just getting frustrated. I'm convinced God has a great sense of humor, and I think the problem is that I am mentally and emotionally ready to do whatever I'm called to, so He's testing me with when and where to go.
I'm 20 and I have no clue what I want to do with my life. No clue where I'm supposed to be, doing what. I believe in the long run I'm to get married and have kids... but I don't even feel like I'm a step in the right direction. When I start to feel being pulled in some direction, I never feel confident enough that that's where I'm supposed to go, so I don't go with it.
I just wish God would make a really big poster with a timeline of where to go, when, and how, and post it on my wall. A good set of directions for me to take on.
This probably sounds like more of a rant fest, but it's where I'm at and have been at for awhile now. In the meantime of trying to figure it all out, prayers would be appreciated!
Thanks guys.