- May 16, 2023
- 61
- 32
- 33
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
Hello I am new here and no my user name is not like a super hero thing though that is funny it is an anagram of the word anagram.
I have been known to be a bit out there. The way I describe my love and affection for Jesus wierds even other believers out while some find it beautifl a lot think I am over the top.
I am very honest and open and naturally speak my heart God and I have a very close and intimate relationship I am prone to boast of the treasures of heaven he has shown me the wonders that mezmorize the soul. For instance when I discovered the glory and joy in praise and worship, not just singing and giving praise oh no I mean tuning into his frequency going into a state of worship and your suddenly envolped in his presence as you are singing and dancing in your chair like a goof ball unable to give him enough praise but the scriptures that speak of those who worship him day and night well I understand why now when your in true worship you could do it forever if you were able
I have always been very close with him but after the beginning of this year I felt him calling me into a deeper realm with him. I was talking to him about how it has always bugged me that we are so seperated and divided as the body. these denominations different sects different view points doctrines that divide verse used against against in endless arguments even having one brother mock and attack another for this very reason.
We have been in this system for so long and have seen the results, we all study the word of God each person believing the truth was revealed from the holy spirit but as far as I know there is no confusion in his spirit yet one can if presented with one stance easily counter with a verse or scripture going back and forth. Jesus was able to shut the pharisee's down they had no way or countering because he was and knew the truth, can any of us in our knowledge and understanding of the word in all our growth and maturity do this?
I mean I was kind of shocked really that we don't seem to see something is not right here, we act like this is the norm when we were clearly warned how the enmy works divide confuse and conquer.. So I just had enough, the definition of insanity is to keep trying the same thing expecting different results I wanted the truth the real thing I was not ok with having some of the truth or even most of it I wanted the real thing.
I figured if I am unable to see the truth when I read and study the word of God then maybe I am not ready to study it. I made a decision that night, I got on my knees and kneeled before him as if in front of his throne and I swore to him that night that I wanted the truth the truth of him the turht of God the truth of the word the turth that we all seem to be not seeing. I told him and made a covanent with him that in order to really know and have the truth I would surrender to him utterly and completely I would do as he says no if and or but what he says goes no added interpretation no trying to figure out what the truth is just follow and trust him and listen take in what he says he is the truth the way the life so if the truth eludes us well I mean the answer seems kind of obvious we go to the truth itself.
It was only a glimpse only for a mere moment but I felt the truth inside me it is like there is a barrier of sorts one we never saw, like you get to the point where you know the word you have the onformation you have grown and matured with him but eventually there reaches a point where it seems like there is a limit or where things kind of just slow down, you learn still and grow but it is as if there is a point where he is like it's time to take it to the next level into the great unknown with hima whole other level and position with him
But this truth this realm level and position with him you have to be dead serious about seeking after the truth, you can't just go about your daily life like before all the distractions of life all our hustling about that isn't happening anymore he isn't messing around and he demands full devotion in this your going to have to trust him in ways that are scary at first he brings you into the great unknown and the things he shows and teaches you the relationship you suddenly have with him the very presence of God himself just filling your room like a thick soup seeing everything with a new perspective being so much more tuned into his frequency learning how the kingdom works and in doing so you see that the kingdom is greatly lacking here in this world even in his own church so you say to him I am going after the kingdom and I am bringing it here.
I apologize for the long introduction and if I seem a bit off my rocker
I have been known to be a bit out there. The way I describe my love and affection for Jesus wierds even other believers out while some find it beautifl a lot think I am over the top.
I am very honest and open and naturally speak my heart God and I have a very close and intimate relationship I am prone to boast of the treasures of heaven he has shown me the wonders that mezmorize the soul. For instance when I discovered the glory and joy in praise and worship, not just singing and giving praise oh no I mean tuning into his frequency going into a state of worship and your suddenly envolped in his presence as you are singing and dancing in your chair like a goof ball unable to give him enough praise but the scriptures that speak of those who worship him day and night well I understand why now when your in true worship you could do it forever if you were able
I have always been very close with him but after the beginning of this year I felt him calling me into a deeper realm with him. I was talking to him about how it has always bugged me that we are so seperated and divided as the body. these denominations different sects different view points doctrines that divide verse used against against in endless arguments even having one brother mock and attack another for this very reason.
We have been in this system for so long and have seen the results, we all study the word of God each person believing the truth was revealed from the holy spirit but as far as I know there is no confusion in his spirit yet one can if presented with one stance easily counter with a verse or scripture going back and forth. Jesus was able to shut the pharisee's down they had no way or countering because he was and knew the truth, can any of us in our knowledge and understanding of the word in all our growth and maturity do this?
I mean I was kind of shocked really that we don't seem to see something is not right here, we act like this is the norm when we were clearly warned how the enmy works divide confuse and conquer.. So I just had enough, the definition of insanity is to keep trying the same thing expecting different results I wanted the truth the real thing I was not ok with having some of the truth or even most of it I wanted the real thing.
I figured if I am unable to see the truth when I read and study the word of God then maybe I am not ready to study it. I made a decision that night, I got on my knees and kneeled before him as if in front of his throne and I swore to him that night that I wanted the truth the truth of him the turht of God the truth of the word the turth that we all seem to be not seeing. I told him and made a covanent with him that in order to really know and have the truth I would surrender to him utterly and completely I would do as he says no if and or but what he says goes no added interpretation no trying to figure out what the truth is just follow and trust him and listen take in what he says he is the truth the way the life so if the truth eludes us well I mean the answer seems kind of obvious we go to the truth itself.
It was only a glimpse only for a mere moment but I felt the truth inside me it is like there is a barrier of sorts one we never saw, like you get to the point where you know the word you have the onformation you have grown and matured with him but eventually there reaches a point where it seems like there is a limit or where things kind of just slow down, you learn still and grow but it is as if there is a point where he is like it's time to take it to the next level into the great unknown with hima whole other level and position with him
But this truth this realm level and position with him you have to be dead serious about seeking after the truth, you can't just go about your daily life like before all the distractions of life all our hustling about that isn't happening anymore he isn't messing around and he demands full devotion in this your going to have to trust him in ways that are scary at first he brings you into the great unknown and the things he shows and teaches you the relationship you suddenly have with him the very presence of God himself just filling your room like a thick soup seeing everything with a new perspective being so much more tuned into his frequency learning how the kingdom works and in doing so you see that the kingdom is greatly lacking here in this world even in his own church so you say to him I am going after the kingdom and I am bringing it here.
I apologize for the long introduction and if I seem a bit off my rocker
(Other super abilities include, settling land disputes between farmers, ability to fly over fields but cannot fly elsewhere though so you still need to call Uber to get between farms) So exciting!!
