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Hello, and my name is Gabe, I haven’t been on Christian Forums for about a year, and I’m going through something that feels quite weird to me.
First off, an introduction: I’m 17 years old, who suffers from anxiety (officially diagnosed with OCD), and doesn’t have close friends. I’ve been a Christian for about 2 years.
The problem is this, and I’m going to have a hard time explaining it. I feel bombarded spiritually if that makes any sense...It feels like God is watching me, but not helping me. And since it feels like God is not helping me, I have cravings to go back to my old way. I don’t find my Christian life to be pleasant. Everyday is torture socially, mentally, and spiritually, so I just feel like giving up and moving on.
I hear many things about what Christians should do, love others always, pray for others always, love God always, but I find it very hard to do all these things throughout the day without getting overwhelmed. I know we must rely on the Spirit, but what does that even mean?
I just feel lost, and horrible.
Prayers are welcome.
First off, an introduction: I’m 17 years old, who suffers from anxiety (officially diagnosed with OCD), and doesn’t have close friends. I’ve been a Christian for about 2 years.
The problem is this, and I’m going to have a hard time explaining it. I feel bombarded spiritually if that makes any sense...It feels like God is watching me, but not helping me. And since it feels like God is not helping me, I have cravings to go back to my old way. I don’t find my Christian life to be pleasant. Everyday is torture socially, mentally, and spiritually, so I just feel like giving up and moving on.
I hear many things about what Christians should do, love others always, pray for others always, love God always, but I find it very hard to do all these things throughout the day without getting overwhelmed. I know we must rely on the Spirit, but what does that even mean?
I just feel lost, and horrible.
Prayers are welcome.