- Mar 2, 2017
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Here's my question. At my current job, I work closely with my colleagues. I tell them a lot about my life, and I'm used to being persecuted when I do that. But these are very mature and introverted and humble people, most of them anyway. They aren't Christian though, except two of them.
For the first time since I was saved, I'm getting compliments about how good a person I am, instead of being accused and bullied. I know that any good in me comes from Jesus, trust me, and I tell them that. But they don't understand what that means. I talk about my faith, my past, and how God has changed me, but somehow they still focus on me and give me praise. How much I have overcome.
They seem to think I have really low self-esteem, which I do, and it shows. They can see my unhappiness, because I've struggled so much in my walk since I got this job last year. They also see my joy in Christ, and my confidence in Him, but I think they feel sorry for me when I direct everything towards God, as if my faith is hurting me.
How do I deal with this?
I also spent time at work studying Hebrew, alone because I had nothing better to do. I thought I would get persecuted for that as well, but they all took an interest and I got to talk even more about Jesus, and how I was only studying it to learn more about God. But the result was yet again that they praised me and said I was really smart and cool...
I don't know how to deal with this. One colleague attacked my faith, and I got to defend God. That I can do! But I don't know how to get them to see God in the work that He, and only He, is doing in me. I want no attention to myself, except to show them Christ in me.
Any advice is welcome. I take this very seriously. God gave me this job so I could learn how to show people Christ, and not myself.
For the first time since I was saved, I'm getting compliments about how good a person I am, instead of being accused and bullied. I know that any good in me comes from Jesus, trust me, and I tell them that. But they don't understand what that means. I talk about my faith, my past, and how God has changed me, but somehow they still focus on me and give me praise. How much I have overcome.
They seem to think I have really low self-esteem, which I do, and it shows. They can see my unhappiness, because I've struggled so much in my walk since I got this job last year. They also see my joy in Christ, and my confidence in Him, but I think they feel sorry for me when I direct everything towards God, as if my faith is hurting me.
How do I deal with this?
I also spent time at work studying Hebrew, alone because I had nothing better to do. I thought I would get persecuted for that as well, but they all took an interest and I got to talk even more about Jesus, and how I was only studying it to learn more about God. But the result was yet again that they praised me and said I was really smart and cool...
I don't know how to deal with this. One colleague attacked my faith, and I got to defend God. That I can do! But I don't know how to get them to see God in the work that He, and only He, is doing in me. I want no attention to myself, except to show them Christ in me.
Any advice is welcome. I take this very seriously. God gave me this job so I could learn how to show people Christ, and not myself.
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