Several months ago I stopped being friends with all my close friends. I was pretty close to two of them. I just keep feeling bitter and angry at them, even though the decision to get away from some of them was my choice (and the others stopped talking to me). I now have no close friends, no one I talk to regularly outside from family. And I'm just so angry and bitter. I've said I forgive them, but I keep circling back to anger. I just want to move on. And making new friends is hard because a) COVID and b) it's hard to find good people.